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ummm. So.

I don't know what I was going to write. I feel really down. low energy and all that and also empty and fucked up as usual. I would really like it if Spring break would begin right now. right at this moment. I don't want to be anywhere right now, I just want to curl up in deep water and sleep. I want to shut the door and lock all of that mess out. I don't want to deal with it. I want to sleep, because at least then I'm not wallowing. Fuck everything. I feel gross.

Date: 2011-03-08 03:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I know what feeling you're talking about exactly, and it is so awful. I wish I could give you a magic solution, or even a pretty good non-magic one, but generally my response to it is to hide until I feel better. D:

*hugs for-ever*

Date: 2011-03-08 08:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
*hugs you too*

I actually feel a lot better now- typical for me, my moods are an unstable mess that I can't ever predict. Who knows, maybe later today I'll be a mess again!

but anyways. ♥

Date: 2011-03-09 02:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Ehh, it sounds like you're a rapid cycler, which is super annoying, but doesn't make you fickle or unstable or anything--it just means that your depression comes and goes in shorter periods than standard regular cycles. It's definitely frustrating, but it's not weird or anything. <3
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Date: 2011-03-11 12:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
it's SNOWING? srsly? not okay....
I took my extension on the paper a few hours before it was due because I hadn't started on it at all. so I'll be turning that in by/before Saturday. =P bleh.


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